Why is my life like this????

I'm kinda feeling blue. Monday blues perhaps, but it started last night and still wouldn't go away! Remembering horrible, horrible memories. Regretting some decisions I made. Wanting to have a different life than the one that I already have. Macam-macam lah setan dok mess with my head. Sheesh!  

Anyway, it was a good thing that my dad introduced the Maher Zain songs to us. I'm just listening to one of the song "Insha Allah" and suddenly reminded that no matter what things that we did wrong, Insha Allah, we will find our way around it. No matter what others did and might do unto you, Insha Allah, God will help you out of your sadness. Most importantly, even when there's no one out there who cares for you, Allah will always be there. You're never alone.

Anyway, go check out songs from Maher Zain. They're nasyid which is quite contemporary. Very nice, I loike!

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

Ok kawan-kawan, here I am declaring that today is hari melayan blues! Anyone with me?!?